i got three weeks or two weeks until school starts for me.
im in marching band camp now.
i have participated in my first AcaDec camp too.
i don't know if i want to continue acadec though.
the only thing holding me back is probably my upcoming yet unknowing schedule this sophomore year
and the fact that i heard that algebra II honors takes a lot of time and work as much as it takes to do a one-night essay to turn in the next day.
so I'm thinking about it carefully.
but i feel as if i abandon AcaDec, then i may regret it like i regret pushing away some of my old friends in freshmen year.
i don't want to leave any regrets behind but then again, i don't want to be chained down all the time to hard work and no time to do it all.
plus, i feel as if i should also enjoy my high school life as a normal high school student and not always as an over-achiever.
i think thats what marching band is for me- i love music and band just makes me feel like I'm right at home, in a way.
Mood: I Have To Pee
Listening to: nothing
Reading: The Slave Dancer by Paula Fox